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[idgit25]

well finally i am able to read my lj at work. cant do much else on the computer. So did i mention that i am really ready for summer. that teaser this weekend just aint right. not to mention i have a 3 yr old with severe cabin fever. hes climbing the walls. ( and so am I). Ian had a doctors visit this week. hes doing fine just a well baby check up. he feakin huge 16lbs 5oz. His doctor is the father of the kid who accidentally killed him self by the "choking game" in mt lebanon at the beginning of feb. It was on the news. i have been so obsessed with this whole thing since the people at the office told me. i feel horrible. i just keep trying to imagine what that would be like to find your 13 yr old child, who you thought was doing homework, in his room with a belt tied around his neck. i cry everytime i think of it. the real freaky thing is that his son's name is Ian also. The doc mentioned that to me at the visit. he was a different person very melancholy, very sad. i didnt know what to say. i wanted to give him a hug. i just took his hand and told him to take care of himself and that him and his family were in our thoughts. he just smiled and said thanks. you could tell he was pushing himself through his day. you just wish you could find the right words to say to make everything alright. or at least let them know you care without making them uncomfortable or worse, run out of the room sobbing. Any way if you know anyone that has a child around the ages of 9-15 make sure they talk to them about this "game" and tell them its not a game its really really dangerous and you will kill off brain cells and even could die.
Any way i didnt mean to be depressing this has just been a big thing in my life lately.
well i hope everyone is well i hope to see you all soon.