It's raining men . . .hollyshit its raining men!!
First day of 2nd semester was interesting . . . I'm really excited about my photography class 2nd period. Some friends are in that class and I love cameras . . .even though I suck at working them. Heh. Anyways, I found out today that my "boyfriend" *cough*friendswithbenefits*cough* is going to be going to Florida. His dad was in a car accident. Thankfully he isnt dead, just on his death bed. The real sad thing . ..I'm thinking about another guy. God I'm horrible!!! I just want to lock myself up somewhere where I cant hurt anyone. Does that sound good to everyone? Sounds good to me. The thing is this new guy is really sweet. . . but Kayla told me about what he did to a friend. Which I guess I shouldnt really worry about since she also said he has changed. And his sister says he is a sweetie. I guess the real problem now is . . .getting him to like me. CHALLENGE!!!
Maybe if I wear a mask he wont see my ugly face. Snickies . . I rarely like like anyone . .but when I do its serious. But when I first saw him it was like a rush of air, and I honestly almost fell over. I've never felt that way about anyone before. Except Dia . .but everything between us has kinda gone away. It's more physical. Sheesh. I might as well give up before I end up getting hurt right? I dont even know this kid.
On a lighter note, Jay (guy who threatened to kill me) completely apoligizes for it. He says he was just getting a little emotional since he knows that I like Alex . . .. mmm Alex. He is soooooo tasty. I'd totally tap that . . .but thats more of a physical liking . .the first guy is more of a mental/physical thing. God, I cant stop thinking about him. I'M GOING CRAZY!!! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!
Maybe if I wear a mask he wont see my ugly face. Snickies . . I rarely like like anyone . .but when I do its serious. But when I first saw him it was like a rush of air, and I honestly almost fell over. I've never felt that way about anyone before. Except Dia . .but everything between us has kinda gone away. It's more physical. Sheesh. I might as well give up before I end up getting hurt right? I dont even know this kid.
On a lighter note, Jay (guy who threatened to kill me) completely apoligizes for it. He says he was just getting a little emotional since he knows that I like Alex . . .. mmm Alex. He is soooooo tasty. I'd totally tap that . . .but thats more of a physical liking . .the first guy is more of a mental/physical thing. God, I cant stop thinking about him. I'M GOING CRAZY!!! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!