cauterize life itself
as like the blood runs through your veins you know your life is pouring out of your body leaving it empty and hollow. as if you were looking in the grave grave of your love thinking that almost everything cold be turned back but no, you cant overrun life's simple rules. simple conditions we are bent under are always in the vicinity. you know you can probably say a lot to fix some broken parts but considering difficult complex, it seems somehow useless. why so...
i was once told human's reactions are based on the chemical in particular. i wasn't shocked and still i don't want to take it in consideration although i know and almost assured in this. i just get tangled inevitably while having drama in front of my eyes and it's always goes in different way. so small and insignificant differences lead to the acme of our fellings.
when you try to write down something your mind is spinning around some thought you are trying to catch. youve got visions in your head and they dont seem to wish to be divulged the way they really are. so you burst in words but still not there. so many times in my life there was a choice and so many times it was turned down. so many things could be done other way. so many possibilities. somehow i cant explain to myself why either action is made by me. maybe only those actions led by fear or mind made me the way i am. sometimes im certain and sometimes im not.
i was once told human's reactions are based on the chemical in particular. i wasn't shocked and still i don't want to take it in consideration although i know and almost assured in this. i just get tangled inevitably while having drama in front of my eyes and it's always goes in different way. so small and insignificant differences lead to the acme of our fellings.
when you try to write down something your mind is spinning around some thought you are trying to catch. youve got visions in your head and they dont seem to wish to be divulged the way they really are. so you burst in words but still not there. so many times in my life there was a choice and so many times it was turned down. so many things could be done other way. so many possibilities. somehow i cant explain to myself why either action is made by me. maybe only those actions led by fear or mind made me the way i am. sometimes im certain and sometimes im not.