destination is known
for no reason actions are taking and we do make irreversable steps. but it does only appear as irreversable. this world is known for having various shifting positions so it is true that we can turn and watch something burn at our will, just maybe one thing doesnt let me got for sleep - it is hard enough to persuade someone when he or she is equal in mind abilities, rather worse when it turns out into offence. social engineering and such stuff are interesting ones, just we dont always know from which end to drag the thread to let the knot be free. mind games were always a good game for a good player, and im not good enough still and wont be in a close time though. just a fact that being a spectator afterwards doesnt seem to give a reasonable rest for a mind cause it shows only unused opportunities and here you are - in the light of stupidity. maybe if we could overrun something and shake hands without bad thoughts, but wait we are still humans, rught? maybe cooperation, maybe just a bit more loyalty and humility could bring rest. i think we should search for the minds equal to the person's own one, just adequate enough to analyze mistakes and misses taken. to be not arrogant. or myabe im thinking too much of what should be? instead of doing and paying more attention to the particularities? allegedly yes.
it is imposible to please each and everyone and no one wishes the truth to appear, though we claim it to show up. we lie too much even looking into the looking-glass. just because that is an exit for having at least half-life. substitutes. a lot could be changed but what exactly? we keep on repeating that that and this needs to be done and changed but does anything really changes? who took all of this for granted? we did. just i do know we tame a lot of things, such as cruelty, killings and murders, devastations and disasters and yet we are alive. tattered and torn, tumbled down and bitten to blood but alive... i want to say, that when we are too angry we do forget of something else. we need courage to admit changes. im seeking for one. i wanna change.