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Its strange that I have been interacting with more women than I ever did before I was in a relationship. The day after I broke up with my ex I slept with a chick. Coincidence or not? I dont know. The following Friday I slept with another chick. Coincidence or not? I dont know. This last Thursday, slept with another one. Coincidence or not? I dont know. And now I'm talking to this other girl who I think, if I lead her on for a while I could probably get in her pants too, but she's the only one who I'd ever have to work for to get it (but I wont because really I dont care). Those first three jumped in my lap, I didn't even do anything which I suppose is a good thing.
I talked to my ex last night for like 10 minutes, and boy that was a bad thing to do. Last sunday we hadnt spoken to each other for a week and she called me on monday and left a message. I didnt call her at all. She called me again on wednesday and I told her I'd call her back. I never did. She called me yesterday but I didn't answer. So finally I just decided to call her last night and we spoke shortly. I don't want to fucking deal with this shit but I will be seeing her in approx. 2 weeks, and that will be the last time I see/speak to her. I was contemplating just telling her I was inlove with her and her child (and still somewhat am) and then just saying I will never speak to her again just so I can finally leav eit the fuck alone. She still thinks I feel fine and I'm fine with the whole friendship thing, but its just difficult kicking up all that old dust again. She doesnt give a fuck anymore, why should I? So this is what I think I must do to even the playing field.
I talked to my ex last night for like 10 minutes, and boy that was a bad thing to do. Last sunday we hadnt spoken to each other for a week and she called me on monday and left a message. I didnt call her at all. She called me again on wednesday and I told her I'd call her back. I never did. She called me yesterday but I didn't answer. So finally I just decided to call her last night and we spoke shortly. I don't want to fucking deal with this shit but I will be seeing her in approx. 2 weeks, and that will be the last time I see/speak to her. I was contemplating just telling her I was inlove with her and her child (and still somewhat am) and then just saying I will never speak to her again just so I can finally leav eit the fuck alone. She still thinks I feel fine and I'm fine with the whole friendship thing, but its just difficult kicking up all that old dust again. She doesnt give a fuck anymore, why should I? So this is what I think I must do to even the playing field.