心痛
我不要了。我的心太累。
我太累。
可是你不知道。
我不明白 -- 可能我依然喜欢你。
任何，这个不重要。
我不重要。
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A 3 year old Chinese boy would speak/write better than that.
I wish I could be a kid again and just say how I'm feeling
Without hiding under stupid metaphors.
Or other languages, for that matter.
Sometimes I want to break out and scream at you in another language.
Mandarin. Spanish. Whatever.
I think I owe it to my sanity to be able to let it out,
but I just don't want you to know what I'm talking about.