gut feelings.
reading and writing inventing secluding
i am so very antisocial. i love myself most when i am. i have less regrets.
the best thing i can do for you is to improve myself. the best thing you can do for me is to improve yourself.
a lot of things that seemed to matter before just don't seem to anymore.
i love me.
somewhat of a headache and teeth regretting the lack of attention they have been needing. hunger for love has been replaced with a hunger for food, the conscious being expressing this has no qualms with such a supposed predicament. absorbing energies through other ways to fulfill the reality of my humanity. hold it. no commitments, darling. a whirlwind of images of futuristic ideas are taking over the present as i focus on what could be instead of what is. my dreams have been raping my subconscious and interrupting my peace of a lack of a mind.. but waking up in the presence of warmth outweighs these terrors. glass and trees, air conditioning. he breathes on me, i sweat on him. a trade. he shall never die and i will never be quite comfortable.
i am so very antisocial. i love myself most when i am. i have less regrets.
the best thing i can do for you is to improve myself. the best thing you can do for me is to improve yourself.
a lot of things that seemed to matter before just don't seem to anymore.
i love me.
somewhat of a headache and teeth regretting the lack of attention they have been needing. hunger for love has been replaced with a hunger for food, the conscious being expressing this has no qualms with such a supposed predicament. absorbing energies through other ways to fulfill the reality of my humanity. hold it. no commitments, darling. a whirlwind of images of futuristic ideas are taking over the present as i focus on what could be instead of what is. my dreams have been raping my subconscious and interrupting my peace of a lack of a mind.. but waking up in the presence of warmth outweighs these terrors. glass and trees, air conditioning. he breathes on me, i sweat on him. a trade. he shall never die and i will never be quite comfortable.