i dig my fingers into my EYES!!!!!!

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Hey whats up ya little jerks? ( note: that is a term of endearment to all my TRUE friends so please dont be offended ) not much is going on........im out hitting up the white slave trading market.......err i mean trying to find a job......a job equals all answers........money for car insurence....money for new amp which will revive my band.......money for snazzy clothes.......money for booze , broads and blunts.......except i hardly drink and i have a g/f (at the moment) and i dont smoke blunts, i smoke marlboros.......but all in all im in good health and in a good frame of mind.....must get job.......must revive 9mm blackout (with or without jon) must maintain social life.....must achieve equalibrium .......so i can move the fuck out........josh is moving out.......hopefully we will have many fun times at his new dwelling.....and hopefully someday we will have a place our own.......so yeah....im having a good time over all........which is odd cuz my life has no real direction at the moment.....im kinda just pissin in the wind at the moment....but i have a feeling ill make it.....ill surivive.....i wanna give major props to my homie josh.....who is as always a memeber of my family weather he knows it or not and our band will never die.........not much more can be said except im in good spirits and to all my friends..........good tidings and cheers.......

The worst, the best, till the end of time

- R