random rant - comments appreciated :-)
i hate being sick...i need a new GI system. this is like the umpteenth time that ive had a "stomach virus" and even when i dont have a virus, my GI is still screwed up. my tum-tum keeps gurgling like its brewing up gas... :-/
my jazz shoes hurt my feet. company pants are very comfy.
nicole and katie need to not be in tap anymore. god, when noreen says "listen to the rhythm," listen to the GD rhythm!! youre not the friggin teacher, so stop tappin it out while shes doing it - is it so hard to wait??
who the fuck is calling at 1030 on a school night??? leave a message if its so important! tards.
and i had a revelation today. i know i dont fit in anywhere - im a loner. its been like that for a while. i cant say im happy with it, but im used to it. but the 2 things im involved in - band and dance - where i should be making friends and such, i feel like an outsider. now ive persued those and dropped other things where i actually fit in, like church choir and softball. someone tell me how that makes sense?
i hate how at school people parked head in and dont go all the way forward. (hard to explain, but it makes two cars go like this -->|<-- where the arrows are the headlights and the vertical line is the space marker.)
i was going to make an entry about this a while ago. i hate dress shopping. all the dresses are the same. show cleavage - skin is not in if you live in new england and the party youre going to in winter. short enough so that if you bend down you show your ass. halter or strapless. glitter everywhere (look at me, look at me! what, your lack of dress doesnt already attract enough attention?? you need additional assistance?). frills and ruffles. black black black - what? a 14 year old is too sophisticated for color? and oh em gee, what is with this sizing - XS, S, M, L...no XL *heaven forbid* what, where just classifying women into those 4 categories? lazy bastards.
ive been swearing a whole lot more lately. oh well. sorry if i offended you. nothing you probably havent seen or heard before...
ahh, i think thats enough ranting for now. i havent asked this in a while, but please do make a meaningful comment (not like "i agree. thats happened to me before. that should change.") because i sacrificed sleep time for your reading pleasure and im sure theres something in here that you could offer an opinion on, whether you agree or not.
my jazz shoes hurt my feet. company pants are very comfy.
nicole and katie need to not be in tap anymore. god, when noreen says "listen to the rhythm," listen to the GD rhythm!! youre not the friggin teacher, so stop tappin it out while shes doing it - is it so hard to wait??
who the fuck is calling at 1030 on a school night??? leave a message if its so important! tards.
and i had a revelation today. i know i dont fit in anywhere - im a loner. its been like that for a while. i cant say im happy with it, but im used to it. but the 2 things im involved in - band and dance - where i should be making friends and such, i feel like an outsider. now ive persued those and dropped other things where i actually fit in, like church choir and softball. someone tell me how that makes sense?
i hate how at school people parked head in and dont go all the way forward. (hard to explain, but it makes two cars go like this -->|<-- where the arrows are the headlights and the vertical line is the space marker.)
i was going to make an entry about this a while ago. i hate dress shopping. all the dresses are the same. show cleavage - skin is not in if you live in new england and the party youre going to in winter. short enough so that if you bend down you show your ass. halter or strapless. glitter everywhere (look at me, look at me! what, your lack of dress doesnt already attract enough attention?? you need additional assistance?). frills and ruffles. black black black - what? a 14 year old is too sophisticated for color? and oh em gee, what is with this sizing - XS, S, M, L...no XL *heaven forbid* what, where just classifying women into those 4 categories? lazy bastards.
ive been swearing a whole lot more lately. oh well. sorry if i offended you. nothing you probably havent seen or heard before...
ahh, i think thats enough ranting for now. i havent asked this in a while, but please do make a meaningful comment (not like "i agree. thats happened to me before. that should change.") because i sacrificed sleep time for your reading pleasure and im sure theres something in here that you could offer an opinion on, whether you agree or not.