it's just my luck
i've been back home for a week now with the ol' family.
i wish i could say i was spending quality time with them.
but, no, im sleeping 20 hours out of the day due to a little pill called Vicadin thati have i have to take every four hours. why am i taking vicadin?
oh nothing really...
except both my friggin ear drums burst!!
its the worst pain you could imagine. and its constant. neverending. im awake for 45 minutes to an hour at a time, which is just long enough for me to take massive amounts of horse pills, take a piss, and drink a meal through a straw.
did i mention i'm deaf? i cant hear anything but my own heartbeat, and havent for 2 days now. its supposed to be like this another 4/5 days. so im sorry im not returning voicemails, guys. i cant hear them. i can only see that i have them. you would basically have to wrap your lips around my ears and scream for me to know that you're making a sound.
its pretty pathetic. and pretty fucking painful.
thank god i have my mommy. no one could ever take this good of care of me. ever. im so grateful for her.
i wish i could say i was spending quality time with them.
but, no, im sleeping 20 hours out of the day due to a little pill called Vicadin thati have i have to take every four hours. why am i taking vicadin?
oh nothing really...
except both my friggin ear drums burst!!
its the worst pain you could imagine. and its constant. neverending. im awake for 45 minutes to an hour at a time, which is just long enough for me to take massive amounts of horse pills, take a piss, and drink a meal through a straw.
did i mention i'm deaf? i cant hear anything but my own heartbeat, and havent for 2 days now. its supposed to be like this another 4/5 days. so im sorry im not returning voicemails, guys. i cant hear them. i can only see that i have them. you would basically have to wrap your lips around my ears and scream for me to know that you're making a sound.
its pretty pathetic. and pretty fucking painful.
thank god i have my mommy. no one could ever take this good of care of me. ever. im so grateful for her.