there are voids that can't be filled, places that can't be forgotten
graduation keeps getting farther away. further away. shit. anyways. i apparently have ANOTHER class i need to take, upping my hours to 21 or 24. yikes yikes. i just don't think i can afford to go any longer. i'm already soooo in debt. but, i don't think i can work and take that many hours, and i don't know if the university will let me take that many hours. so i'm stuck. i might be able to fix it so i don't have to take it but i really wish i could be enjoying my last year instead of trying to finagle ways to makes sure it's my last year. i wish i could be taking classes that would help me get a job. i wish i was taking classes that challenge and inspire me and make me want to do things. i guess i have to challenge and inspire myself, but who's ever heard of that.
i just want to graduate and get a job remotely related to my major and move to a different city like Albuquerque or Atlanta or St. Louis. I found a really cool apartment in St. Louis. It's in the second story of a commercial building on the loop. How cool would that be? And they even let you have a dog! Oh well. I probably don't have enough money/good enough credit/strong enough job opportunities to do anything like that anyways for a while. But I can think about it.
i just want to graduate and get a job remotely related to my major and move to a different city like Albuquerque or Atlanta or St. Louis. I found a really cool apartment in St. Louis. It's in the second story of a commercial building on the loop. How cool would that be? And they even let you have a dog! Oh well. I probably don't have enough money/good enough credit/strong enough job opportunities to do anything like that anyways for a while. But I can think about it.