in the end

[idealsin]

There are so many things in my life that I should be grateful for. Why do I cling to the past so? Will I let the future slip by me? Will I cling to the present when it becomes the past? It seems like I'm always hanging on to what was and hurting what is.

I need to find a way to let go. It's been almost 3 years now and the scar still remains. Time is doing a pretty piss poor job healing this wound.