Feb 07, 2005 15:05
balls. i don't feel like doing anything. hopefully this phase passes by rather quickly. i just ate a ham and cheese sandwhich, and had some chips, and raspberry lemonade. it was good. i have class in an hour. i want to sleep, to pass the time, and not have to worry about anything. ever. i wish i could be underwater, you know, without the drowning part i guess. but it's so nice and calm, and quiet. that's all i want. this is an excellent song. i want to go somewhere. away from everything. people, money, routine, expectations, requirements, boredom, i'm sure there is more, but i think i'm done writing for now. maybe the next entry will be more optimistic.