Nov 30, 2006 02:55
It's 5 to 3 AM
I can't sleep tonight, there's so much on my mind. Paris is ill and I wish I could be with her, just to be there and make sure she's okay. I kinda over reacted earlier when I was out and got really worried. I keep ringing just to see if she's okay. merrrh.
There's so many amazing people around me, sometimes I don't think I'm good enough, as much as I want to be.
I'm 15, I'm not tall, I'm a bit of a bloody wreck, I look like shit, I can't drive yet, I have so many group environment social problems it's actually stupid why the fuck does anyone really want to know me? I don't understand!