Life/Death....
So besides the crazzy week i had last week with homework and stupid group projects, lots of shit has been going on. In brief, my aunt is doing really really bad. my dad has been in israel and is coming home on Sunday, but everything is just crazy. everyone is stressed, im stressed. i dont know how to deal with everything. how much time? what to do. how to cope. this is new to me. im scared. i cry all the time but not in front of my mom of course, but to myself. i can handle it. i have no other choice. it's hard. but i have amazing friends who i know will b there when i need them. i will be strong. i can get throgh this. but how much time does she have left? will things improve. will they happen too quickly that i can't absorb it. only time will tell. but i hope this crisis does not happen quicker than expected. my family is strong and can get through it. but the thought of funerals, hospitals, and court are not pleasant.
please give her more time!
please give her more time!