Another letter
Got another letter from my brother... this time a lot of stuff about the routine he goes through at the jail. He said he often forgets the day or the date. I don't know if he got my last letter, he didn't mention it at all. And he said some guy who he stayed with in Huber got out of jail last week and might bail him out, so I don't know if I should write him back. But who knows if he'll come here when he gets bailed out anyways. I wish he would but there's probably a slim chance. I guess my brothers dad is fixing up his car and will sell it back to him eventually. I don't know how long it will be until he can drive again. He broke his headphones, so maybe that's what I'll get him for christmas. I don't have much money but at least it's something. This letter particularly was addressed to my mom so I don't know if it was supposed to be read by me. Maybe he sent another letter for me or something. But I sent him that letter about a week ago and it only takes like a day or two through the mail.
Then at the end of his letter it says "Hows Sarah doing in school? Is she staying out of trouble? I miss her very much! Sometimes I feel real guilty and shameful for not being there for her, and always in the past out doing drugs and not even caring about anything else. I wish I could take it all back but I can't so I will choose to just change the future."
He said he might be out before we got the letter but we got it and he's not here.
I don't know if having this guy bail him out is a good idea, then he'll owe that guy money too. I wish I could just do it.
Oh well.
And if he does come home for Thanksgiving it will just be even more disappointing, my mom and I didn't even get invited for thanksgiving dinner and everyone turned us down when we asked.
Whatever. I'll have Caiti and Tony.
Then at the end of his letter it says "Hows Sarah doing in school? Is she staying out of trouble? I miss her very much! Sometimes I feel real guilty and shameful for not being there for her, and always in the past out doing drugs and not even caring about anything else. I wish I could take it all back but I can't so I will choose to just change the future."
He said he might be out before we got the letter but we got it and he's not here.
I don't know if having this guy bail him out is a good idea, then he'll owe that guy money too. I wish I could just do it.
Oh well.
And if he does come home for Thanksgiving it will just be even more disappointing, my mom and I didn't even get invited for thanksgiving dinner and everyone turned us down when we asked.
Whatever. I'll have Caiti and Tony.