Oct 02, 2007 00:50
A few times last week, as well as this morning, I got up early to do homework, and I was surprisingly effective. My mind was sharp and I got a lot done. So I'm going to give that a try this week, as I'm behind and my brain doesn't seem to want to work after noon.
it's hard to be motivated when you feel like poo. the meds that are supposed to quell my tummy pain don't really do the trick. this causes me anxiety, and the anxiety causes my tummy to hurt more. plus one of my meds is known to cause cognitive difficulties, and a few others make me tired. so at school, i'm hunched over, worried about everything, can't think straight, and falling asleep in class.
oh, and the doc nixed the gingko biloba. he's afraid that it will contribute to my anxiety.
and i finally have to kick caffeine to the curb. tomorrow shall be caff free...it has to be what's causing me pain. if not, then it's back to the doc with a "what the fuck, dude?"