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ive been uber social lately. and its nice.
i felt so disconnected from my friends for such a long time. and in some ways, i still am, but im getting better.
i think its like i get stuck in a rut of just sitting around by myself night after night. and i get so used to it, and it ends up being second nature, and i dont even *try* to find something to do or someone to hang out w/. it sounds weird, i know, but i really dont mind being by myself as much as the average person does. ive always kind of been a loner i suppose, in one way or another. but by literally being alone for lengthy amounts of time, weeks, months even, i really show it off. its like it just take one event to wake me up and make me realize that i had been so cut off and isolated, and then the flood gates open. and all i want to do is be w/ people.
i live my life in waves.
i went to the apartment today, just to see exactly where, in the complex, it was located. were facing the 'courtyard' so we have a neat view from our balcony. and we can see into other peoples apartments. hahaha im such a voyeur. i love spying on people. its my nosey nature i suppose :). i better see something scandulous! our names are already on the mailbox. it made me happy to see that. and i called Verizon and BGE today, so thats all set. and so it Comcast. we wont actually have the interweb and/or cable hooked up until September 6th, buts thats alright. whats a couple of days w/o AIM. hell, it may force me to actually use my cell phone. what a concept!
im excited for classes to start up again. as much as i complain about school when its happening, i miss it when im not engrossed in it. i like a challenge. and sometimes, classes provide that challenge for me.
i went to Papermoon last night. i hadnt been there in eons. they have new menus. theyre too busy looking for me. i find it hard to concentrate while looking at them. and mine had a weird looking man on the cover. so i refused to keep it face up, insisting that he was looking at me all weird and stuff. grilled cheese and bacon sammiches could possibly be sex in food form.
this morning, and by morning i mean around 11:30am, i went to Best Buy and bought David Bowie's Reality Tour DVD. i saw snippets of it on PBS during one of their telethon thingers and it made me wanna buy it. and at a price like $11.99, whos gonna pass it up? so that will be something to watch when i get bored and feel like singing along to great music. why is it that that man gets hotter as he gets older? he defies all that is known about beauty and age. and i find it astounding.
i realized that i seriously never read peoples LiveJournals anymore. i feel like my friends page gets filled up w/ bs posts too often, and i get bored w/ reading the same shit again and again. i hate surveys and all that crap, so its like why bother? i only am interested in what a select few of my friends have to say anyway. so when i wanna read whats going on in their lives, i just go to their actual LJ and catch up. or talk to them for real. im sure that my little stupid posts on here arent entertaining either, so whatevaaaah, probably only a handful of people read mine on occassion.
i think i need a wee nap. watching Darcy sleep in her little puppy bed makes me tired.
i felt so disconnected from my friends for such a long time. and in some ways, i still am, but im getting better.
i think its like i get stuck in a rut of just sitting around by myself night after night. and i get so used to it, and it ends up being second nature, and i dont even *try* to find something to do or someone to hang out w/. it sounds weird, i know, but i really dont mind being by myself as much as the average person does. ive always kind of been a loner i suppose, in one way or another. but by literally being alone for lengthy amounts of time, weeks, months even, i really show it off. its like it just take one event to wake me up and make me realize that i had been so cut off and isolated, and then the flood gates open. and all i want to do is be w/ people.
i live my life in waves.
i went to the apartment today, just to see exactly where, in the complex, it was located. were facing the 'courtyard' so we have a neat view from our balcony. and we can see into other peoples apartments. hahaha im such a voyeur. i love spying on people. its my nosey nature i suppose :). i better see something scandulous! our names are already on the mailbox. it made me happy to see that. and i called Verizon and BGE today, so thats all set. and so it Comcast. we wont actually have the interweb and/or cable hooked up until September 6th, buts thats alright. whats a couple of days w/o AIM. hell, it may force me to actually use my cell phone. what a concept!
im excited for classes to start up again. as much as i complain about school when its happening, i miss it when im not engrossed in it. i like a challenge. and sometimes, classes provide that challenge for me.
i went to Papermoon last night. i hadnt been there in eons. they have new menus. theyre too busy looking for me. i find it hard to concentrate while looking at them. and mine had a weird looking man on the cover. so i refused to keep it face up, insisting that he was looking at me all weird and stuff. grilled cheese and bacon sammiches could possibly be sex in food form.
this morning, and by morning i mean around 11:30am, i went to Best Buy and bought David Bowie's Reality Tour DVD. i saw snippets of it on PBS during one of their telethon thingers and it made me wanna buy it. and at a price like $11.99, whos gonna pass it up? so that will be something to watch when i get bored and feel like singing along to great music. why is it that that man gets hotter as he gets older? he defies all that is known about beauty and age. and i find it astounding.
i realized that i seriously never read peoples LiveJournals anymore. i feel like my friends page gets filled up w/ bs posts too often, and i get bored w/ reading the same shit again and again. i hate surveys and all that crap, so its like why bother? i only am interested in what a select few of my friends have to say anyway. so when i wanna read whats going on in their lives, i just go to their actual LJ and catch up. or talk to them for real. im sure that my little stupid posts on here arent entertaining either, so whatevaaaah, probably only a handful of people read mine on occassion.
i think i need a wee nap. watching Darcy sleep in her little puppy bed makes me tired.