horrible nite
So ya... bad nite last nite.. Ok, I'll tell you what happened. I was at Joey's for the afternoon and Sarah's til 11ish.. which wasnt too bad, but when I called someone to pick me up.. dad said no and hung up and it was such a huge effort for mom but she did anyways, even tho i said i coulda walked.. So in the car.. I say to her that I feel bad because I'm always over at Joey's and his parents are so nice to me, especially his mom, and they are always feeding me.. but he doesnt even feel welcome at our house. (he wont come over.. mom and dad dont like him and even when im on the phone with him theyre telling me to break up with him.. "he never does anything for you..he's dragging you down.. blah blah blah" so ya.. my parents hate him and with everything they say about him.. he's not too fond about them either.. Chelsea too. this hurts me a lot.. ) so anyways.. I tell my mom this and she goes on about its my choice who i go out with and its their choice who they like.. what a bunch of bullshit! Theres nothing wrong with him! I wish theyd get a life and get over themselves!!!! so anyways, i slammed the car door in the middle of one of mom's sentences.. she comes in.... bitching at me for being ungratful that she got dressed and came to pick me up.. which i wasnt, i had thanked her and appologized as soon as i got in the car.. i reminded her of that and said I'm sorry, but you upset me. and so dad had to add in... " you hurt us every single day! " wow.. that hurt.. I said ditto and closed my door to my room and then he said something about some sorta curfew or something gay like that which mad no sence unless it was some sorta revenge (also gay). so ya... i felt like shit.. i wasnt allowed on the computer either cuz its sucha a bad thing to be gone all day.. I should leave notes... even tho for the past couple days.. i wake up. no ones home, dont know where anyone is.. no note-nothing. so i go out. omg what a terrible thing to do. so anyways i took 6 ibu's.. they didnt do anything. and i layed in my room listening to Linkin Park, Adema, and Evenescence for a while, then watched tv til 2 and went to bed. ahhh1! my parents drive me crazy!! they're so mean to me! Chelsea's a bitch too.. thinks shes god or something.. grr.... what a hellhole i live in.. I hope Joey can get me something stronger than tylenol....i dont want to feel anything. ohya.. and if you think I was so upset just from last nite.. i wasnt.. these retards i live with are judgemental, selfish, stuckup hypocrits that don't get me at all ... ever.. and no im not over exaggerating ... oh ya... i did something else last nite.. besides the ibu's.. I'll give you a hint .. almost what Cody did a long time ago.. not as bad tho