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"here i am.. standing pretty, in this dust that was a city.." - 99 Red Balloons.
Mm.. I'm sorry, my life is stuck in a cheap, ghetto rollercoaster. As much as I love Oneonta and my friends here, I hate it just as much. Its horrible. I just, I want to go home but then I don't. Gah. I'm restless, I'm stressed, and I'm lazy. I hang out a lot and I'm grateful.
But I think I need something more.
I need.. roar. I need something better.
I'm lonely despite the fact I have friends.
This lonliness is paralyzing.
"and i'm so lonely i don't even want to be with myself.. anymore.." -dido
People just piss me off.
And I'm tired of it.
I am.
TONIGHT I AM GOING TO TALK TO THAT BOY AT GOLDING.
I SWEAR. These smiles and shit need to end, something
has to begin. I'm restless and horny. Period.
Mm.. I'm sorry, my life is stuck in a cheap, ghetto rollercoaster. As much as I love Oneonta and my friends here, I hate it just as much. Its horrible. I just, I want to go home but then I don't. Gah. I'm restless, I'm stressed, and I'm lazy. I hang out a lot and I'm grateful.
But I think I need something more.
I need.. roar. I need something better.
I'm lonely despite the fact I have friends.
This lonliness is paralyzing.
"and i'm so lonely i don't even want to be with myself.. anymore.." -dido
People just piss me off.
And I'm tired of it.
I am.
TONIGHT I AM GOING TO TALK TO THAT BOY AT GOLDING.
I SWEAR. These smiles and shit need to end, something
has to begin. I'm restless and horny. Period.