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so it may be an intoxicated rant that is about to happen but whatever. There is no worse feeling than the feeling of knowing you've been replaced. Seeing that you've been replaced is even worse. Katie and kelly have replaced me with nikki, a girl who thinks she's so tough and decides to start friggen drama that happened a year ago. katie and kelly were my best friends. i would have a bad day and be able to call one of them and feel better. Being HK2; it was just something that i could always count on. Seeing them replace me and having it publicize to me everyday because of friggen facebook! it's a horrible feeling. I am one click away from deleting them as friends just so i don't have to suffer seeing them replace me. I love my friends at school but there are times when i know my friends at school wouldn't get it and often times where i can't talk to my friends here because they are guys. i need my friends from home. so seeing me being washed away isn't the most consoling feeling. I need my friends at home, even though it seems like i don't i do. I just don't have time to call them. It may seem like i don't care but i do, i'm just busy. I wish i could come home more often but it's things like the whole situation with katie and kelly that makes me not want to come home as much. In general it just sucks. i just want things to be how they used to be....