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Tonight was supposed to be a night where i got to just hang out with erica and it turned into an on and off easy night and it ended with a breakdown. The guys can be amazing sometimes but then other times i see that they are like a lot of guys. The night started good and then started to go crappy when jenna lost her phone. We finally got Jenna to leave with Tyler instead of making me leave because she didn't want to stay. Then we ended up talking with John Papp for like 2 hours. Dave and Matt lost track of Papp and freaked out. They didn't bother looking everywhere for him and so i turned my phone on to call tony to say that we were with John because Justin had told me that they were looking for him. We walked back and ran into Haggs, dave, jon and beardy who were thankful to see Papp but pretty much made me feel like the bad guy in the situation. We were taking care of John Papp and i felt like i got in trouble because of it. I don't know. i've had 3 smirnoffs tonight so maybe i just need to go to sleep and shake it off. I can't wait for legally blonde. I think it's a mix of PMS and Smirnoff because i really don't understand why i'm so upset right now. I just want...i don't know. I need another night out with TJ or something.