leaving. soon.

[idak]

i said goodbye to coenie. never had to face not seeing someone ever again. besides someone dying. and it's like, i feel i don't know, really sad and really nervous. i don't want to go, but i really need/want to be home. i'm broke. i need to get out of the city. but i just want to bring everyone with me. i hate my luck. and i hate saying goodbye for good knowing that they're still there.

god, i sound like hollywood.

but on the upswing; i got back in touch with an old friend. it was really nice.