Plans or Life goes on
Strange feeling... And I'm posting in English again (or it would be better to say that I'm trying to do so).
Something has changed or just is changing) Maybe this is the influence of sun and spring... It really doesn't matter. My BIG and FRIGHTENING questions are still here. They are still a kind of Domokl's sword for me. But show must go on))
English (I love my teacher - she is just great), dancing (feel guilty every time when my trainer is saying "If you would come more regularly"), diploma (enthusiasm of my supervisor is killing me... But at list I have a key from the laboratory and right to work when he is absent).
And I have plans...
Plans to go to Riga. Best of all with Jenia. This feels safe and a little bit fun for me) As a result - plans to work hard in the laboratory. All devices are on their places, all wires are connected, all mirrors are fixed. I've made everything today to have possibility to just come and measure next time. Nice)
Plans to study... Study English, MathLab, Photoshop.
Plans to dance... And plans to understand myself and make a choice...
Plans to have real fun and rest this weekends - there will be a lot of time for this))
Plans to make our tomorrow photo session)) My loved girl will come at 8 - coffee, packing of left staff and then studio - should be good))
And desire for changes. Desire for love. Desire to write - not just these posts, but verses (I miss you my muse, but I don't want to waste paper to chronic my sad voice of madness and feeling).
Life goes on! Let's make it fun and full of events))
Something has changed or just is changing) Maybe this is the influence of sun and spring... It really doesn't matter. My BIG and FRIGHTENING questions are still here. They are still a kind of Domokl's sword for me. But show must go on))
English (I love my teacher - she is just great), dancing (feel guilty every time when my trainer is saying "If you would come more regularly"), diploma (enthusiasm of my supervisor is killing me... But at list I have a key from the laboratory and right to work when he is absent).
And I have plans...
Plans to go to Riga. Best of all with Jenia. This feels safe and a little bit fun for me) As a result - plans to work hard in the laboratory. All devices are on their places, all wires are connected, all mirrors are fixed. I've made everything today to have possibility to just come and measure next time. Nice)
Plans to study... Study English, MathLab, Photoshop.
Plans to dance... And plans to understand myself and make a choice...
Plans to have real fun and rest this weekends - there will be a lot of time for this))
Plans to make our tomorrow photo session)) My loved girl will come at 8 - coffee, packing of left staff and then studio - should be good))
And desire for changes. Desire for love. Desire to write - not just these posts, but verses (I miss you my muse, but I don't want to waste paper to chronic my sad voice of madness and feeling).
Life goes on! Let's make it fun and full of events))