Jul 08, 2008 00:03
cerealsecrets: i want to be grown ups, to come clean and talk. i want to be the one you never get rid of because youre too in love. i want to know that youre ok, that youre not ok, that youre having a miserable time forgetting me. i want to know that you wouldnt have ever thought that you would have to try to forget me after the amazing 10 days we had. i want to know exactly what you know, and i want to know if it hurts. i want to know if you want me all to yourself still, because im waiting for you to take it all. i want to know what the real you wants, and if i can please the real you by doing all that i can. i want to know if you appreciate me never giving up on you, and that youre happy that i was the one you fell forever in love with. i want to know if youre glad that i wasnt lying when i said i wanted to give you everything. maybe you didnt take me serious, maybe you didnt believe me, but im losing patience, and im afraid.
cerealsecrets: im afraid that youll never get over me, that youll always love me, that youll always be jealous over ppl you dont know. im afraid because this means that youll never talk to me again if thats what youre waiting for.
cerealsecrets: i want to know what are those things youll only tell me after you die
and then blocked.