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distorted imgages and different sides to stories make it so hard for people to judge correctly. i think it's absolutely side-splitting that everybody thinks a certain someone by the name of Alia is sooo strong. i also think its funny that a certain ex-friend of Zeina named George likes to check up on Roni on AIM to see if she blocked Alia. Nobody "hates" you. Its just we don't respect you. We're entintled to our opinions just as you are. It's real cute though. I mean, who knew middle school 'he-said, she-said' would've leaked partly into our halfassed lives, right? If you want to know anything about us, you can ask us. Nobody (and by nobody its shocking that i really mean nobody) in this family is afraid to say how they feel. Yes we are getting what we semi-want, sure. If you have fucking resources, it's kinda lame not to take advantage of a good opportunity. You lost. Cool it's my opinion blah blah blah. I hope you're happy with your paycheck to paycheck. Dad offered you everything and you turned it down. When we said you had a right to go, we meant it because it seemed like dad backed out on his part of the deal but us 4 talked later and came to the realization that he bent over fucking backwards for you. The only thing he didn't want was to say his daughter worked at Winn-Dixie. So what he changed his fucking mind. Can you blame him? Well we can't. You know how he was brought up and you also know that what he offered to you was unheard of. He's a completely different person now and our family is actually happy. Without the negative energy, and the unneeded hostility, the house is a singing/dancing/jokster house. I know what you and The Nanny are doing and it's unfair to Dad. It doesn't matter if it's okay or not to talk to you, she is going behind Dad's back. She's a fucking liar and for you to keep talking to her and accepting money from her is so dishonest and immoral. But you have morals, right? Don't think we're oblivious to your sack of crap hypocrisy. Nobody tells us what to do or who to like or talk to. If we wanted to talk to you, we'd write secret e-mails and go to "church" too. After all you've done to this family you can stop with all the fake bullshit that you write in yoru jouranl about loving us more than life when the hour you came home you spent all night bothering your two little sisters yapping away about how much you love berenger when he didn't even care enough to answer your excessive pathetic phone calls. You made a decision and we are over it now. If you cared about our family, you would've understood the damage you caused to such a strong man. Just becuase you didn't like certain rules, did not mean you had to reduce him to not even half the amount of man he is. You're lucky to even have experienced one conversation with him becuase he made a difference in everybody's life that he knew, not you. You are not as strong as people think you are, and the journal entries you write. The people who know you and your dark secrets and confessions know what's really inside. write a fucking autobiography about that. P/S this little entry isn't to start any bullshit drama or anything. It's just a memo.