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im so upset. im not graduating on stage. im so fucking upset. i cant believe it. my dad is going to kill me. so much for trying to get my family to trust me again. i hate myself so much. i cant believe it. i always mess up on the last day. im not going to school tomorrow or next week. its not like it matters so.. i dont want to cry, but its hard not to. my family is going to hate me all over again. i cant believe it. i need to die and go to hell already.