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Sometimes i can't believe how crazy and mad i am. I whine frequently; i throw my temper around just to get my parent's attention; i drive poor old dad up the wall with my funny British accent everytime i get pissed off at something; i get nagged by my mother but im still fine with that; my brother comments on almost everything i do(now i truly understand why you're being so OVERPROTECTIVE and i appreciate it now*finally!*). What comes down to it is that i consider myself pretty lucky;if not the luckiest person on earth and i only realised that not too long ago*finally!*. I was reading some magazines and came across numerous articles of unlucky people with disfigured faces or abnormal children with no parents and that really hit me. Many a times i complain about how i look; that im far too fat or that i have funny toes or that my eyes are too small and how i would get a nose job done when i have the money*shakes head*. I simply can't believe all the atrocious things i did say in the past. I know im not as beautiful as Keira Knightley or Mary-Kate Olsen but im so much better off than those people i mentioned; and it is then that i realised that the money i could use for a nose job would feed at least 50 hungry stomachs for a week. Sometimes i wish to be the most perfect person; and i know deep down i am(at least to my parents and close friends at heart). Money was never an issue for me as my parents would buy me almost everything i want. All i had to do was tell them that i want that something and most of the time i will get it. Even then i still complain that i don't have this and im lacking this and start comparing myself with other people. Today i vow to turn over a new leaf and never will i say that im the unluckiest person on earth..because im not.:)