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It has been awhile since i posted here and there are 2 reasons to explain this.
Before i left for UK i didn't have much time to do anything else; i wanted to spend as much time with my family as possible. I wasn't in the mood to write anything too. Nothing came to my mind and all i thought about everyday was stuff myself with the lovely malaysian food.
When i arrived at the UK i was absolutely shattered. It was a new town,a new country, a new place. Everything was so new and, theres simply no other word to describe it-different. I thought that i could take it fine but i ended up breaking down several times in the plane,with tears pouring silently down my face. I daren't let ppl see my tears. It was the most terrible feeling ive ever experienced in my whole life. I felt like i had the world beneath my feet back at home and now i just feel so low here.
At the rate im going i could possibly end up unrecognised by my family and friends when i go back home. The food here are so tempting and irresistible. The muffins, the cakes, the chocs...wtf im just eating myself happy here. I try to forget about the unhappy thoughts by eating. Sometimes i miss home so much.
Before i left for UK i didn't have much time to do anything else; i wanted to spend as much time with my family as possible. I wasn't in the mood to write anything too. Nothing came to my mind and all i thought about everyday was stuff myself with the lovely malaysian food.
When i arrived at the UK i was absolutely shattered. It was a new town,a new country, a new place. Everything was so new and, theres simply no other word to describe it-different. I thought that i could take it fine but i ended up breaking down several times in the plane,with tears pouring silently down my face. I daren't let ppl see my tears. It was the most terrible feeling ive ever experienced in my whole life. I felt like i had the world beneath my feet back at home and now i just feel so low here.
At the rate im going i could possibly end up unrecognised by my family and friends when i go back home. The food here are so tempting and irresistible. The muffins, the cakes, the chocs...wtf im just eating myself happy here. I try to forget about the unhappy thoughts by eating. Sometimes i miss home so much.