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Hmmm, haven't written in a long time. It's mostly because I'm just so tired. I don't know what's sapping my energy so much, but I've been really active for the last, what 2 or so weeks. Everyday, packed with travelling around everywhere, driving places, doing things, hanging out, whatnot, so that my day just gets owned, over and over, every single day. I really don't have time to do everything I want everyday. I'm sure a lot of people could say the same way, but I feel kind of overwhelmed. It's not like I don't have free time, it just doesn't feel like it at all. Plus, I've been sleeping like crap everyday now. I just need more time.. a time machine would do the trick, maybe. Haha what I would give to have one of those right about now. Work, work, work, play, work work work, play, burn out my sleep cycles, when do I get a chance to force myself to just.. relax sometimes. Ugh. I'm just.. so tired. Plus there are just way too many comments on saratogahigh.com. No, we do not know when water polo starts, nor where the team room is, nor do we handle grades. Bah. It's very frustrating sometimes; good thing that it is very difficult to really piss me off. Sometimes infinite patience is a virtue, sometimes not. Hmph. Well, one good thing about patience is that I don't think I would go rant off and bitch in a bad way, more of in a nice and pacific manner. It's kinda always that way with me I guess. Either completely nuts, or calm, demure, and nice.
I have other strange personality quirks, like being too honest and open sometimes. I've got to learn when to be tact, when to sit down, shut up, and read, etc. I guess blowing away my inhibitions last school year brought me from the quiet and shy end of the spectrum to becoming loud, and kinda nuts. Not that it hasn't been a good thing. Hopefully I haven't become obnoxious. Hrmph. Gotta work on that one. Heh.
But besides that, I guess my life is going okay. I'm tackling all the obstacles I want to tackle (apps, money, online selling, scouts), advancing where I want to go; it's all peachy, except for one large hole that hasn't really been filled in, well, many years. I guess it's partly my fault, but oh well. It would be kind of bad to talk about it online, I guess. Not very tactful at all. But besides all of that, and the tiredness, I guess I'm happy to be who I am and where I am. Except for I really have to stop camping out at the school late at night. It's really nice being alone though, and it seems to me that I've really attached myself to school, somehow weirdly enough. Plus my computer is there. But yeah, bad thing to do. And none of the restrooms are open at night, grr. At least night biking is nice. Everyone questions whether it's safe or not to go barreling down residential roads at night on a bike, but it seems to suit me fine. "Isn't it dangerous?" I dunno, I can see fine, plus, it's a unique feeling to have the cold air rush against you as you zoom down streets, silent and unseen. I'm weird like that. I like the color black, I like the dark, I like cold, the night, but that's only sometimes. Ninjas are really awesome too! Depends on the mood I guess.
Ahh and yea, last Sunday, Darren, Wendy, Tiffany, and I participated in a fashion model show. Hecka fun, and definitely worth the amount of time spent practicing. Plus I got $100, lol. And I didn't know they had pictures online until like, right now, haha. Pictures can be found here.
It also seems like the soil at Argonaut is way too good. Even with the thick layer of tanbark David helped to shovel on the soil, the weeds, in 3 months, have managed to completely own almost everything. Ugh. Fortunately, there is an Argonaut Beautification Day tomorrow, which I think I will be helping out on, for my own sake too, haha.
I found this on the internets:
Don't we love pirated DVDs? Especially with crappy English subtitles? This one is Star Wars: Episode III
Isn't it right there????
wtf???
again, wtf???
Oh I give up with the uploading, you can see the rest here
My schedule this year is:
0. Biology AP - Kucer ;)
1. Spanish 5 AP - Rodriguex
2. Physics AP - Drennan
3 S1. TA / PC Tech - Grenier
3 S2. Economics - Dwyer
4. English Lang AP - Mount
5. Biology AP - Goessling
6 S2. TA / PC Tech - Grenier
I'm trying to get Economics 6th S1 with Dwyer, because having a split TA is no fun. Also, I think 3rd S2 is full of strange people I don't know. I would have taken CS AP if not for Troxell, but then, 5 APs? Kinda nuts. Hrmph.
I'm also probably taking Multi and Diff Eq at West Valley? I'll see.
Oh by the way, Philip is selling off his, well, very comprehensive set of Physics notes to anyone taking Physics AP. He is charging $15. Looking over them, well, as I said, they are very comprehensive, and written like a friggin textbook. Plus they are famous! Or something like that. So yea, contact him if interested. To clarify, yes, I am somewhat of a compensated promoter. Heh. Not really though.
I edit way too frigging much. I must stuff my entries tip-top full with all the content, and keep doing so for the 30 minutes following the posting of entries with whatever my head comes up with in that time period.
So tired.. I must sleep. I've got 6 hours of community service tomorrow - 9:00 AM Argonaut Beautification, 10:30 CSF Event, something I can't say at night.
I have other strange personality quirks, like being too honest and open sometimes. I've got to learn when to be tact, when to sit down, shut up, and read, etc. I guess blowing away my inhibitions last school year brought me from the quiet and shy end of the spectrum to becoming loud, and kinda nuts. Not that it hasn't been a good thing. Hopefully I haven't become obnoxious. Hrmph. Gotta work on that one. Heh.
But besides that, I guess my life is going okay. I'm tackling all the obstacles I want to tackle (apps, money, online selling, scouts), advancing where I want to go; it's all peachy, except for one large hole that hasn't really been filled in, well, many years. I guess it's partly my fault, but oh well. It would be kind of bad to talk about it online, I guess. Not very tactful at all. But besides all of that, and the tiredness, I guess I'm happy to be who I am and where I am. Except for I really have to stop camping out at the school late at night. It's really nice being alone though, and it seems to me that I've really attached myself to school, somehow weirdly enough. Plus my computer is there. But yeah, bad thing to do. And none of the restrooms are open at night, grr. At least night biking is nice. Everyone questions whether it's safe or not to go barreling down residential roads at night on a bike, but it seems to suit me fine. "Isn't it dangerous?" I dunno, I can see fine, plus, it's a unique feeling to have the cold air rush against you as you zoom down streets, silent and unseen. I'm weird like that. I like the color black, I like the dark, I like cold, the night, but that's only sometimes. Ninjas are really awesome too! Depends on the mood I guess.
Ahh and yea, last Sunday, Darren, Wendy, Tiffany, and I participated in a fashion model show. Hecka fun, and definitely worth the amount of time spent practicing. Plus I got $100, lol. And I didn't know they had pictures online until like, right now, haha. Pictures can be found here.
It also seems like the soil at Argonaut is way too good. Even with the thick layer of tanbark David helped to shovel on the soil, the weeds, in 3 months, have managed to completely own almost everything. Ugh. Fortunately, there is an Argonaut Beautification Day tomorrow, which I think I will be helping out on, for my own sake too, haha.
I found this on the internets:
Don't we love pirated DVDs? Especially with crappy English subtitles? This one is Star Wars: Episode III
Isn't it right there????
wtf???
again, wtf???
Oh I give up with the uploading, you can see the rest here
My schedule this year is:
0. Biology AP - Kucer ;)
1. Spanish 5 AP - Rodriguex
2. Physics AP - Drennan
3 S1. TA / PC Tech - Grenier
3 S2. Economics - Dwyer
4. English Lang AP - Mount
5. Biology AP - Goessling
6 S2. TA / PC Tech - Grenier
I'm trying to get Economics 6th S1 with Dwyer, because having a split TA is no fun. Also, I think 3rd S2 is full of strange people I don't know. I would have taken CS AP if not for Troxell, but then, 5 APs? Kinda nuts. Hrmph.
I'm also probably taking Multi and Diff Eq at West Valley? I'll see.
Oh by the way, Philip is selling off his, well, very comprehensive set of Physics notes to anyone taking Physics AP. He is charging $15. Looking over them, well, as I said, they are very comprehensive, and written like a friggin textbook. Plus they are famous! Or something like that. So yea, contact him if interested. To clarify, yes, I am somewhat of a compensated promoter. Heh. Not really though.
I edit way too frigging much. I must stuff my entries tip-top full with all the content, and keep doing so for the 30 minutes following the posting of entries with whatever my head comes up with in that time period.
So tired.. I must sleep. I've got 6 hours of community service tomorrow - 9:00 AM Argonaut Beautification, 10:30 CSF Event, something I can't say at night.