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[icygoodbye]

i leave in about 45 minutes. i finally have everything together and am just about set to leave. i feel so nervous about this stupid thing. last year i was fine, but i knew that i could get what i wanted out of the course since i was on my own and i didn't have anyone dragging me down.

now i have two. i shouldn't judge though. its tough knowing that everything that happens i'm going to be watched and possibly preyed upon. dammit. i hope beyond all hopes that they are nice to me.