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[icygoodbye]

Pat's grandpa died on Monday...he came to work anyway and spent the morning not looking at anyone. He was suspiciously sniffly and kept going to the kleenex box. It was one of the most sad plights I think I have ever witnessed. Little boy trying to be brave when he is soooo upset he can hardly keep from shaking. My dad kept telling him to go

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[icygoodbye]

It is so sad to me to see the lows which you have sunk to. Do I want to see you hurt? No. Never have. But obviously you want to see my life go up in flames. You are bitter and have some serious self-esteem issues to sort out. Quit taking the problems you are having out on me. You like to think that you have insight - that you look beyond people and see what they really are. You are mistaking depth of perception for a need to create drama. You are the only person that thinks I am selfish...this whole falling out has shown me the amazing friends that I have had all along. People who love me for the caring, selfless, smart, independant individual I am. (Those adjectives were not chosen by me, they were james'). It really amuses me how, obviously you were talking about me behind my back to brian as much as you were talking about brian to me. You had been harbouring two completely different personalities - the one that was nice to me and the one that wasn't. And to top it off, you couldn't even dis me to my face, in fact, you had someone ELSE do it for you. At least if I wanted to snap at you I'd say it to you, and not in front of anyone else. I feel stupid for ever sticking up for you to people here. You make it out like I am the one that caused all of this but it was you that pulled the betrayal. You know damn well that if my b/f had ever even said those kinds of words ABOUT you, not to mention TO you, no matter how angry at you I was at the time, I would have dumped him on the spot. Apparently I was naive for ever believing that you would never be so impersonal. For someone who sure harps about people who don't care about the feelings of others - you obviously don't live your life that way. So you know what? I am asking you to leave me alone. I have never NEEDED you, only wanted your friendship, which is why I think we stuck together so long, and now I no longer WANT you in my life. You morph to fit every guy you date. And now you have changed beyond recognition. I don't want to be your dumping ground anymore.