.:. boys can be devils, but some are saving graces .:.
today was boring as usual.
i went outside and tanned for a little bit, and did some summer reading. but i was literally dripping with sweat, so i had to go inside and i stayed there for the rest of the day.
last night was so much fun with that C.H. chat room. wow..lol. mooch, it was so on and you can marry tyler b/c scotty IMed me today so blah.
it's weird how you think someone hates you but then they turn up out of now where and become your savior. this kid...a couple years ago had made fun of me..called me a specific name and it really hit home. it was extremely embarrassing and just hurt a lot in general. we didn't talk to for a while because after he had made this comment to me infront of my frends...he kept making rude jesters towards me and he hated me. and i hated him. this summer though, we talked again...apologized for what had happened in the past and moved on. i talk to him almost every day now, and he has helped me with numerous problems that have come up recently. it's funny how someone who left a scar on my heart, is now helping my wounds to heal. he's been my guiding light, when i didn't want to get up in the morning because i had been hurt so badly and felt so unwanted...he made me feel special again and let me see i was worth something and if no one liked me ...he did at least.
i <3 u, like a little sister should. <- inside joke
my room is offically done. complete. my last movie poster came today, i got my light, my projector thing is up, new bed stuff, new curtains. :) i l o v e my new room.
i went outside and tanned for a little bit, and did some summer reading. but i was literally dripping with sweat, so i had to go inside and i stayed there for the rest of the day.
last night was so much fun with that C.H. chat room. wow..lol. mooch, it was so on and you can marry tyler b/c scotty IMed me today so blah.
it's weird how you think someone hates you but then they turn up out of now where and become your savior. this kid...a couple years ago had made fun of me..called me a specific name and it really hit home. it was extremely embarrassing and just hurt a lot in general. we didn't talk to for a while because after he had made this comment to me infront of my frends...he kept making rude jesters towards me and he hated me. and i hated him. this summer though, we talked again...apologized for what had happened in the past and moved on. i talk to him almost every day now, and he has helped me with numerous problems that have come up recently. it's funny how someone who left a scar on my heart, is now helping my wounds to heal. he's been my guiding light, when i didn't want to get up in the morning because i had been hurt so badly and felt so unwanted...he made me feel special again and let me see i was worth something and if no one liked me ...he did at least.
i <3 u, like a little sister should. <- inside joke
my room is offically done. complete. my last movie poster came today, i got my light, my projector thing is up, new bed stuff, new curtains. :) i l o v e my new room.