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current weight:173 (keeping track of weight i loose)53 more pounds to go.
well work was okay i have to admit..i fucked up a few times but thats okay considering that im a new trainee who has only been working there 2 weeks!!! heehee. but i get better and better the more hands on practise i get. its kinda fun.. especially when people are agreeing to the cause that you are promoting and stuff... its kewl!
but on to other stuff... i got my hands on a bunch of tylonal three pills (presciption pills) and i have taken up to 4 at a time when i feel bad about something and stuff. it takes my mind off everything and i dont have an appitite afterwords. which is an AWESOME thing for me. blah. you guys might be frowing upon that because that's just DUMB..but considering that i just came down from doing cocaine and drinking regularily at the age of 15...(im now 17 next monday) im not too worried. i havnt smoked a joint in over a month.. i havnt smoked a cigarette in ages (god i miss that shit) and i havnt had anything to drink in about two months... i dunno.. im doing good for my self so far i guess.
im stressed because i have high phone bills to pay because of andys collect calls from jail and i have a car to save up for.. i still have drivers ed to take yet i want to get a second part timne job. im worried about these damn community service hours and im constantly missing skewl. if i want to become a cop i NEED to bring my fuckikng marks up.. and if i want to start tattooing while im training to become a cop i have to graduate first!
it never fucking ends man.
more pills.. thats what i need.
well work was okay i have to admit..i fucked up a few times but thats okay considering that im a new trainee who has only been working there 2 weeks!!! heehee. but i get better and better the more hands on practise i get. its kinda fun.. especially when people are agreeing to the cause that you are promoting and stuff... its kewl!
but on to other stuff... i got my hands on a bunch of tylonal three pills (presciption pills) and i have taken up to 4 at a time when i feel bad about something and stuff. it takes my mind off everything and i dont have an appitite afterwords. which is an AWESOME thing for me. blah. you guys might be frowing upon that because that's just DUMB..but considering that i just came down from doing cocaine and drinking regularily at the age of 15...(im now 17 next monday) im not too worried. i havnt smoked a joint in over a month.. i havnt smoked a cigarette in ages (god i miss that shit) and i havnt had anything to drink in about two months... i dunno.. im doing good for my self so far i guess.
im stressed because i have high phone bills to pay because of andys collect calls from jail and i have a car to save up for.. i still have drivers ed to take yet i want to get a second part timne job. im worried about these damn community service hours and im constantly missing skewl. if i want to become a cop i NEED to bring my fuckikng marks up.. and if i want to start tattooing while im training to become a cop i have to graduate first!
it never fucking ends man.
more pills.. thats what i need.