i'm angrrryyyyy
i can't get a job dammnit.
i went out again today to get pharmacy job. i asked if they had any job openings. wait no, i'm smart, i'm social, i asked for the pharmacist on shift, i ask HIM do you have any job openings for pharmacy techs. And i get the same response, there is a computer job application thing in the back you canf ill out, i've filled out about 1000 of those in my life, and like 30 just for pharmacy tech jobs, i just asked if he had a freakin job opening i know where the stupid computer is i know how to fill out your insane computer forms on the dirty ass computer that looks like some homeless person uses as a toilet. Clean the thing you lazy losers. They so don't listen to what i say, they realize i want a job and point to the computer everytime, every store. I HATE IT. TELL MEEEE IF YOU ARE HIRING AND STOP WASTING MY TIME. DAMMIT I TOOK A 2 year pharmacy technician job course, which is not required tto be a pharm tech, and THEN i also on top of that took the national certified pharmacy technician exam, and became nationally certified, i am the highest rank of pharmacy technician possible without actually working. I did great on the exams for the certification, i did reallly good on the GED too, i did nearly perfect on the 2 year course from my collge in atlanta, GA. But i can't get them to give me a interview. I am wayyy overqualified, but i even tried to not mention all my lovely skills and credentials and i still don't get interviews. usually when i get an interview i alsways get the job cause i'm good at interviews. BUt it seems no one has openings but if they would be nice enough to TELL me instead of making me spend 30 minutes filling out forms when the know very well they have no openings. ANd some even promise to call back and say they do have openings, and never give me an interview!.
In fact one pharmacy actyuallly did call back and said they'd give me an interview later that week but must have forgotten about me what a tease.
I've been assistant manager of a store where i was the only one in the store with one of my henchman and i was in total charge of the store before, i've had full control and power over everything and money and the safe and all passwords and going to the bank. I have every retail responsibility , and i cant get a straight answer out of these dumb pharmacists. How several people can believe i gave up for pharmacy stuff and thats the reason i didn't get a pharmacy job blows me away. WHat else can i do but apply over and over, they say they hold your apps for 3 months, i can't keep applying. what else can i do but wait, but still i try again today only to feel the same angry and depression i felt over the summer everyday feeling hopeless in finding these damn jobs that don't exsist. So what does this say for being smart? or working hard? How long do we have to persevere?!?! Compared to me people in my class..classes are morons, they can't absorb simple concepts. I'm a million time better looking than everyone in my class. How dare they even compare themselves to me on ANY level. They are all far below me by any standard, simple smallfries. If they even think they can get in the way of my job when i graduate this school, they are in for a surprise. I shall get the best job. They can have the scraps. Fools.
I've worked hard from the lowest slime, how dare they stand in the way of what i've earned. FINE. Once i finish school in may i'll be making more as a net/sec than a pharmacy tech anyway. so bite me drug dealers. Poisoning helpless children! Stop hurting the innocent! All the technology, drugs, magic, and faith in the world will fall down and crush you! Evil doers! No more hurting the innocent. Jesus please come take away the bad people, we want to be with you, not the mean people. You did it backwards. Then again i have no religion so what do i know i used to think i was a leopard?! hmm? bite me satan. Hmph stupid little turd. He's useless and weak, its the mean humans that are the real problem. Everyone's stupid devils in whatever religion, hmph nothing but insects! I have proof "God(s)" exsists,proof not faith, factual proof. But demons and devils, ha, just bad dreams, a joke. I have more ideas and passionate energy than the most manic patient. The big difference is , things actually make sense when i say them. So go ahead and regard me as useless, as just another kid wanting a job. I really enjoyed medicine stuffs. I liked wanting to give it to people to make them feel better, a simple naive child's yearning to be helpful to people. But it won't work so i'll walk away. I'll do the next thing. Now i'll protect people's data, thier bank accounts, thier personal information, thier hobbies, thief privacy, i'll keep mean hearted people playing game and darker ones trying to steal info and doing devious things with it. It sounds simple, but i'll help keep people's computers safe. Make technology a good thing. A nice thing just like a innocent child's wishes. Maybe i'll get to play with medical stuff as well a long ways down the road. It would be nice for people to not have to worry about health stuff, or technology being scary. Helps keep them safe from the mean people.
ya... O_O ok i'm done... need a hug
i went out again today to get pharmacy job. i asked if they had any job openings. wait no, i'm smart, i'm social, i asked for the pharmacist on shift, i ask HIM do you have any job openings for pharmacy techs. And i get the same response, there is a computer job application thing in the back you canf ill out, i've filled out about 1000 of those in my life, and like 30 just for pharmacy tech jobs, i just asked if he had a freakin job opening i know where the stupid computer is i know how to fill out your insane computer forms on the dirty ass computer that looks like some homeless person uses as a toilet. Clean the thing you lazy losers. They so don't listen to what i say, they realize i want a job and point to the computer everytime, every store. I HATE IT. TELL MEEEE IF YOU ARE HIRING AND STOP WASTING MY TIME. DAMMIT I TOOK A 2 year pharmacy technician job course, which is not required tto be a pharm tech, and THEN i also on top of that took the national certified pharmacy technician exam, and became nationally certified, i am the highest rank of pharmacy technician possible without actually working. I did great on the exams for the certification, i did reallly good on the GED too, i did nearly perfect on the 2 year course from my collge in atlanta, GA. But i can't get them to give me a interview. I am wayyy overqualified, but i even tried to not mention all my lovely skills and credentials and i still don't get interviews. usually when i get an interview i alsways get the job cause i'm good at interviews. BUt it seems no one has openings but if they would be nice enough to TELL me instead of making me spend 30 minutes filling out forms when the know very well they have no openings. ANd some even promise to call back and say they do have openings, and never give me an interview!.
In fact one pharmacy actyuallly did call back and said they'd give me an interview later that week but must have forgotten about me what a tease.
I've been assistant manager of a store where i was the only one in the store with one of my henchman and i was in total charge of the store before, i've had full control and power over everything and money and the safe and all passwords and going to the bank. I have every retail responsibility , and i cant get a straight answer out of these dumb pharmacists. How several people can believe i gave up for pharmacy stuff and thats the reason i didn't get a pharmacy job blows me away. WHat else can i do but apply over and over, they say they hold your apps for 3 months, i can't keep applying. what else can i do but wait, but still i try again today only to feel the same angry and depression i felt over the summer everyday feeling hopeless in finding these damn jobs that don't exsist. So what does this say for being smart? or working hard? How long do we have to persevere?!?! Compared to me people in my class..classes are morons, they can't absorb simple concepts. I'm a million time better looking than everyone in my class. How dare they even compare themselves to me on ANY level. They are all far below me by any standard, simple smallfries. If they even think they can get in the way of my job when i graduate this school, they are in for a surprise. I shall get the best job. They can have the scraps. Fools.
I've worked hard from the lowest slime, how dare they stand in the way of what i've earned. FINE. Once i finish school in may i'll be making more as a net/sec than a pharmacy tech anyway. so bite me drug dealers. Poisoning helpless children! Stop hurting the innocent! All the technology, drugs, magic, and faith in the world will fall down and crush you! Evil doers! No more hurting the innocent. Jesus please come take away the bad people, we want to be with you, not the mean people. You did it backwards. Then again i have no religion so what do i know i used to think i was a leopard?! hmm? bite me satan. Hmph stupid little turd. He's useless and weak, its the mean humans that are the real problem. Everyone's stupid devils in whatever religion, hmph nothing but insects! I have proof "God(s)" exsists,proof not faith, factual proof. But demons and devils, ha, just bad dreams, a joke. I have more ideas and passionate energy than the most manic patient. The big difference is , things actually make sense when i say them. So go ahead and regard me as useless, as just another kid wanting a job. I really enjoyed medicine stuffs. I liked wanting to give it to people to make them feel better, a simple naive child's yearning to be helpful to people. But it won't work so i'll walk away. I'll do the next thing. Now i'll protect people's data, thier bank accounts, thier personal information, thier hobbies, thief privacy, i'll keep mean hearted people playing game and darker ones trying to steal info and doing devious things with it. It sounds simple, but i'll help keep people's computers safe. Make technology a good thing. A nice thing just like a innocent child's wishes. Maybe i'll get to play with medical stuff as well a long ways down the road. It would be nice for people to not have to worry about health stuff, or technology being scary. Helps keep them safe from the mean people.
ya... O_O ok i'm done... need a hug