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what a bitch move
its 843 im actualy here on time so mom can get to class... and she goes to drop me off and goes. oh im not going to class. ill be here at noon
first of all. she knows my class doesnt start till 10 and that i dropped my lit class so im out at 11.
i asked why the fuck she didnt tell me before we left and she went "oh. well you dont talk to me"
F.U.C.K.Y.O.U.
like seriously.
and she told me "I dont think Josh [Bonita] is that good of a friend"
when you say that. it means you dont like the person. and i told her josh doesnt like being around her now cuz she doesnt like him and she flipped saying she likes him. she just doesnt think hes a good friend.
wtf. SAMETHING.
pisses me off. i was in a good mood today till she came downstairs.
she also said that she doesnt like coming to band concerts because i ignore her.
i always talk to dad at band stuff not her because ill say "hey mom how did we do?!?"
-good-
was her reply. or
-it sounded good!-
even if its totally out of tune and we fuck up royally.
but ill ask dad and like last night he said he liked the progression of the bands. and how when it got to us we came out with a bang and let our presence known. (we played in the center ring)
and then the pep band piece sounded like SHIT but it sounded like we were having fun because everyone was blasting and not thinking about balance and he saw nelthropp clap REALLY loud so that we try to stay on beat and it was just a mess.
all that stuff is what i want to hear. not. "good" or "it sounded good"
lol. i want feedback when i talk to people after we play.
after solo ensemble i wanted to listen to jazz to just keep with the playing music feeling and she turned on Default. what the fuck.
i asked how we did and she went (seriously) "it sounded good, but i have nothing to compare it to"
when she had heard us what 4 other times aside from that.
or when we were horribly out of tune at chamber music she said it sounded good but it sounded like we couldnt play it" or some shit like that.
but that was because we had been playing for the past hour. and we had NO chops.
damnit.
oh well.
i need more music on my ipod. seriously!
i think i should probably go. i dont want to write in this for another hour. and if i do. itll be a 'protected' entry.
-l8a-
its 843 im actualy here on time so mom can get to class... and she goes to drop me off and goes. oh im not going to class. ill be here at noon
first of all. she knows my class doesnt start till 10 and that i dropped my lit class so im out at 11.
i asked why the fuck she didnt tell me before we left and she went "oh. well you dont talk to me"
F.U.C.K.Y.O.U.
like seriously.
and she told me "I dont think Josh [Bonita] is that good of a friend"
when you say that. it means you dont like the person. and i told her josh doesnt like being around her now cuz she doesnt like him and she flipped saying she likes him. she just doesnt think hes a good friend.
wtf. SAMETHING.
pisses me off. i was in a good mood today till she came downstairs.
she also said that she doesnt like coming to band concerts because i ignore her.
i always talk to dad at band stuff not her because ill say "hey mom how did we do?!?"
-good-
was her reply. or
-it sounded good!-
even if its totally out of tune and we fuck up royally.
but ill ask dad and like last night he said he liked the progression of the bands. and how when it got to us we came out with a bang and let our presence known. (we played in the center ring)
and then the pep band piece sounded like SHIT but it sounded like we were having fun because everyone was blasting and not thinking about balance and he saw nelthropp clap REALLY loud so that we try to stay on beat and it was just a mess.
all that stuff is what i want to hear. not. "good" or "it sounded good"
lol. i want feedback when i talk to people after we play.
after solo ensemble i wanted to listen to jazz to just keep with the playing music feeling and she turned on Default. what the fuck.
i asked how we did and she went (seriously) "it sounded good, but i have nothing to compare it to"
when she had heard us what 4 other times aside from that.
or when we were horribly out of tune at chamber music she said it sounded good but it sounded like we couldnt play it" or some shit like that.
but that was because we had been playing for the past hour. and we had NO chops.
damnit.
oh well.
i need more music on my ipod. seriously!
i think i should probably go. i dont want to write in this for another hour. and if i do. itll be a 'protected' entry.
-l8a-