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[icyblackkat]

So last weekend was horrible, Chantelle, the chicky I had gotten a taxi, hung out all weekend leaving me waiting as Matt promised me we could sleep together one last time. I watched as they cuddled, I heard him tell her all the things he once professed to me, I saw them kiss countless times. The worst of it being the fact Matt would tell me about everything they were doing and how great it was they were getting along. Finally on sunday night after the buses stopped running and I was much to weak to walk home from emotional turmoil and hunger, he tells me they're dating and we won't be able to do anything.
After the next three days of suspension from missing two days of work on Mon and tues of last week, I miss another day on sat and am now fired. That's the crao of it all.