Hungry or not hungry
I am sitting here eating crackers and drinking mountain dew out of the 2 liter that has already gone flat about a week ago. MY friend megan is upstairs sleeping in my bathroom floor the poor thing has a hangover from hell. It was her birthday I mean I would have got drunk too. A part of me wishes that I had of gone because on the way home this morning the story of the party was very fascinating (dont think that I spelt that right) but then again I had to stay at the apartment because me and brandon was having the worse argument that we have yet had. We fight over so many things but they are each so intense that as he goes over it I go deep inside and wonder how I have even made it this far to be having this conversation in the first place. I feel like its not me sitting there in that situatation, i am only filming it(like a movie or something) its strange. But it seems that we are alright now and are gradually making are ways to seeing each others point of veiws. But I love Brandon with all my heart and I never want to hurt him and i hate fighting with him. I love to hold him in my arms when he sleeps.AAAAAAHHHHHHH I'm in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love, Meg