May 02, 2005 08:55
I have decided that I am not done yet. I did not spill everything that is inside of me. I feel like I am loosing everyone all because I am completly stupid. Obviously look what I have been doing to myself. Fucking up over and over again knowing that it is wrong.I keep getting hurt in the end. What the hell was I thinking and why the fuck do I keep thinking it again. Taking chances.....maybe once hope will play its role. All I got was mistakes that converted into regrets. Thought i gained but I lost more than what I even put in. Thats how it works sometimes and you learn. I am sorry and I love everyone. Megan gabrielle hazelwood