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i pity any of you who think you know me, or that you're close to me. it will never happen. it's not even a conscious decision that i've made, it's just how i am. i can honestly say that i have never told anyone the full truth about myself. i've never let anyone get really, truely close. and i won't. so if thats what you want, or you want to know me even a little, i suggest you just give up now, you will fail anyways.