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i spent a lot of today numb to everything and almost everyone around me.
i didnt like it.
i felt empty and alone, no matter how many people i was with.
for all of block seven i could not feel my arms and legs, i couldnt move. and thank you yana for trying to talk to me, sorry i wasnt more willing.
then bruce put his hand on my shoulder and it was the first thing i had felt in hours. i dont know why. i dont know how, but he seemed to rouse me from my stupor. so, even though you'll never read this, thanks bruce.
and just so you know, we will be ok, it might take a little while, but i promise you, we'll be ok.
edit:through all this, at least we got to know each other a little better.
i didnt like it.
i felt empty and alone, no matter how many people i was with.
for all of block seven i could not feel my arms and legs, i couldnt move. and thank you yana for trying to talk to me, sorry i wasnt more willing.
then bruce put his hand on my shoulder and it was the first thing i had felt in hours. i dont know why. i dont know how, but he seemed to rouse me from my stupor. so, even though you'll never read this, thanks bruce.
and just so you know, we will be ok, it might take a little while, but i promise you, we'll be ok.
edit:through all this, at least we got to know each other a little better.