I know I'm diving into my own destruction
I've been doing alot of thinking lately. I'm discovered some..things:
1.When I turn 18, if I'm mentally, financally, and physically stable, I may adopt Jimi and Josie.
2.I may one day drop out. I have my reasons.
3.I have taken some sort of "sexy pill". People seem to have lately been finding me to be very...well....attractive. Just a observation.
4.I like what my hair looks like when I pin it up all wierd.
5.I might cut my hair before I dye it again.
6.Kids this generation are some of the most fucked ever. Back in teh 50's, people got put in mental hospitals for some of the shit that goes on now.
7.The "local scene" has become a big part of my life.
8.I might actually have a chance with him. Maybe not now...but, one day I think I may....
9.Cussing is fun.
10.I want to be in a music video one day.
11.Sometimes I want to be older than I am. Sometimes I hate being this old.
12.Politics don't interest me.
13.Sometimes I wonder how life would have been if James had chosen to stay.
14.I'm scared of the future.
14.I'll just die if I can never have a family of my own one day. (right there with ya, Laur)
15.The 30th is gonna be awesome.
16.Teachers lie too much.
17.Parents lie even more.
18.I realized, last night, why we don't have happy family dinners. Choas.
19.My ankle still hurts.
20.I still need someone to go to the mall with Saturday.
1.When I turn 18, if I'm mentally, financally, and physically stable, I may adopt Jimi and Josie.
2.I may one day drop out. I have my reasons.
3.I have taken some sort of "sexy pill". People seem to have lately been finding me to be very...well....attractive. Just a observation.
4.I like what my hair looks like when I pin it up all wierd.
5.I might cut my hair before I dye it again.
6.Kids this generation are some of the most fucked ever. Back in teh 50's, people got put in mental hospitals for some of the shit that goes on now.
7.The "local scene" has become a big part of my life.
8.I might actually have a chance with him. Maybe not now...but, one day I think I may....
9.Cussing is fun.
10.I want to be in a music video one day.
11.Sometimes I want to be older than I am. Sometimes I hate being this old.
12.Politics don't interest me.
13.Sometimes I wonder how life would have been if James had chosen to stay.
14.I'm scared of the future.
14.I'll just die if I can never have a family of my own one day. (right there with ya, Laur)
15.The 30th is gonna be awesome.
16.Teachers lie too much.
17.Parents lie even more.
18.I realized, last night, why we don't have happy family dinners. Choas.
19.My ankle still hurts.
20.I still need someone to go to the mall with Saturday.