Depressed
It's sad, I'm not feeling in the best of moods right now. A lot of sad and very depressing things have happened today that have squashed my once happy mood and reduced it to just being depressed but optimistic. And I dont like being in this mood either.
How else would you feel if someone you once thought of as your best friend tells you that you're a fucking ugly bitch, dont deserve to have any friends and should just go and die because it'd be doing everyone else a favour. You wouldnt exactly be rejoicing over something like that. I certainly wasnt. I was even starting to think it was all true until my better friends convinced me it wasnt. I <3 them.
And to top it all off, none of any of my guy mates, some of whom i fancy like me back. Great. Whats more, Lewis last week was telling me that he really liked me, only to then start going out with Amy Patching. Amy. Bloody. Patching. One of the most prettiest and nicest girls in the year. God I'm jealous. And oh yeah, Alex doesnt like me either. Or Joe. Or ayone. If I wasnt in such a depressing mood I wouldnt mind, I'd just accept it, I mean I know ther are plenty of other fish in the sea, but right now thats just the cherry on top of the bloody cake.
Right, I'm signing out for the night now, love you all x-x