coast to coast
goddamnit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so this weekend has been basically 72 hours of me and lindsay talking about how we're the biggest assholes in the world.
and yo, we totally are.
I got a really fun argyles shirt, but now my total bank account adds up to about $12. whatev. I'll make some money somehow. or steal it. we watched good will hunting saturday and yesterday so right now I'm all about elliott smith. cassie comes home for next weekend and she's not leaving for the school year. sometimes I wish she would stay in florida for the school year. maybe all that time away from mark would do her good. and I know it's been a year and half but even lindsay can talk about how much it fucking sucks now. because I mean at this point I don't know if we'd ever really get her back, because we've both changed and grown up so much in that year and a half and I miss when she was really fun and crazy and now she's just like mark. and all he ever does is tell her she's stupid and immature and that she sucks and then goes and cheats on her I mean WHY the hell would she need that. she's too good for him and I don't even know if she knows that anymore. he's in college why doesn't he just stay there. mike/zoe/alana's super sweet 17 party is on wednesday and it's either going to be nuts or a big giant awkward fest. I saw shana last night! it was nuts. fjaljfkle;a I fucking hate meredith. I can't ever believe I was friends with her she's just a fucking jewish bitch with a really gross boyfriend. GOD she makes me so mad. so we're standing outside with andrew and she's sitting in her little circle with her scenefuck sunglasses on and lauren goes I THINK I REMEMBER HER SHE'S FRIENDS WITH JESS RIGHT and meredith goes YEAH SHE'S A FUCKING STUPID BITCH and I turn around and they're looking and pointing right at me like jesus I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK!!!!!! she used to want to be bff with me because I was friends with cassie then a year later because of kara and leigh and then when for no reason she decided to hate lindsay apparently I wasn't good enough? um that's mature. I seriously forgot she existed until I saw her last night. she can't just not know that at one point in their life everyone in the world has absolutely hated her. lets go cookie dough her house. all right that's done.
awe man I miss tara. but I'm really glad matt g is going away. I won't miss him or dave. I mean you'd think that if you were going to die before you're 25 it'd put things in perspective and you wouldn't be a friendless asshole. I guess he didn't get that memo. I hope my classes don't suck next year. it's too soon but I think for the first time I'm not dreading going back. I really just want the next three years over with so I can get on with everything. I'm going to be 15. that's nuts. I could easily just be 20. but I guess in all the years before I'm 20 I'm going to take full advantage of my parents paying for everything and being a teenager. I haven't done enough of that.
and I don't care if I fuck up, I'm going on a date
with a rich white lady, ain't life great
<3
so this weekend has been basically 72 hours of me and lindsay talking about how we're the biggest assholes in the world.
and yo, we totally are.
I got a really fun argyles shirt, but now my total bank account adds up to about $12. whatev. I'll make some money somehow. or steal it. we watched good will hunting saturday and yesterday so right now I'm all about elliott smith. cassie comes home for next weekend and she's not leaving for the school year. sometimes I wish she would stay in florida for the school year. maybe all that time away from mark would do her good. and I know it's been a year and half but even lindsay can talk about how much it fucking sucks now. because I mean at this point I don't know if we'd ever really get her back, because we've both changed and grown up so much in that year and a half and I miss when she was really fun and crazy and now she's just like mark. and all he ever does is tell her she's stupid and immature and that she sucks and then goes and cheats on her I mean WHY the hell would she need that. she's too good for him and I don't even know if she knows that anymore. he's in college why doesn't he just stay there. mike/zoe/alana's super sweet 17 party is on wednesday and it's either going to be nuts or a big giant awkward fest. I saw shana last night! it was nuts. fjaljfkle;a I fucking hate meredith. I can't ever believe I was friends with her she's just a fucking jewish bitch with a really gross boyfriend. GOD she makes me so mad. so we're standing outside with andrew and she's sitting in her little circle with her scenefuck sunglasses on and lauren goes I THINK I REMEMBER HER SHE'S FRIENDS WITH JESS RIGHT and meredith goes YEAH SHE'S A FUCKING STUPID BITCH and I turn around and they're looking and pointing right at me like jesus I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK!!!!!! she used to want to be bff with me because I was friends with cassie then a year later because of kara and leigh and then when for no reason she decided to hate lindsay apparently I wasn't good enough? um that's mature. I seriously forgot she existed until I saw her last night. she can't just not know that at one point in their life everyone in the world has absolutely hated her. lets go cookie dough her house. all right that's done.
awe man I miss tara. but I'm really glad matt g is going away. I won't miss him or dave. I mean you'd think that if you were going to die before you're 25 it'd put things in perspective and you wouldn't be a friendless asshole. I guess he didn't get that memo. I hope my classes don't suck next year. it's too soon but I think for the first time I'm not dreading going back. I really just want the next three years over with so I can get on with everything. I'm going to be 15. that's nuts. I could easily just be 20. but I guess in all the years before I'm 20 I'm going to take full advantage of my parents paying for everything and being a teenager. I haven't done enough of that.
and I don't care if I fuck up, I'm going on a date
with a rich white lady, ain't life great
<3