ha
I find it bitterly hilarious that I am a walking statistic on oh so very many counts... more than I`d care to admit, really... fml
Good lord, my heart aches.
I`m so terrified about this move. What if it doesn`t work out? What if I just get hurt or screwed over? What if something terrible happens? What if..? Oi. I don`t know if I can do this... and now I haven`t really any choice, and that scares me even more...
I feel so lost and alone, so vulnerable and cold. Maybe it`s just the seasonal depression. Maybe it`s due to stress and exhaustion and the seemingly routine heartbreak, on top of the news I got a couple weeks ago... Maybe I am but terminally unhappy as someone long ago has suggested...
I can`t stand feeling this cut off from everything and everyone around me... My goodness it hurts so terribly.
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Good lord, my heart aches.
I`m so terrified about this move. What if it doesn`t work out? What if I just get hurt or screwed over? What if something terrible happens? What if..? Oi. I don`t know if I can do this... and now I haven`t really any choice, and that scares me even more...
I feel so lost and alone, so vulnerable and cold. Maybe it`s just the seasonal depression. Maybe it`s due to stress and exhaustion and the seemingly routine heartbreak, on top of the news I got a couple weeks ago... Maybe I am but terminally unhappy as someone long ago has suggested...
I can`t stand feeling this cut off from everything and everyone around me... My goodness it hurts so terribly.
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