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so... hair's a darker red again... I don't like what this dye does to skin, though - some had gotten into one of my gloves and now I've a spot in between my thumb and forefinger that looks like a horrible bruise. bah.
Still feeling really down, kinda bitter... and very lonely. oh, and extremely self-hating (but that's a given). otherwise known as less okay than usual..
mum and sister are in town for the week. I work every day, and the hours before I go or after I get off I'm still alone. mum and Morgan have too many people to visit, friends prefer the company of others rather than mine. Can't say I blame them, really. I can't stand myself, why would anyone else?
I need to find a nice dark (cold) corner to curl up in with a really poofy blanket and sleep for a very long time. Anyone know of any?
Speaking of temperature-related things, it's supposed to get up to 104-105 by Sunday. BAH. I can't wait for autumn!
Still feeling really down, kinda bitter... and very lonely. oh, and extremely self-hating (but that's a given). otherwise known as less okay than usual..
mum and sister are in town for the week. I work every day, and the hours before I go or after I get off I'm still alone. mum and Morgan have too many people to visit, friends prefer the company of others rather than mine. Can't say I blame them, really. I can't stand myself, why would anyone else?
I need to find a nice dark (cold) corner to curl up in with a really poofy blanket and sleep for a very long time. Anyone know of any?
Speaking of temperature-related things, it's supposed to get up to 104-105 by Sunday. BAH. I can't wait for autumn!