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Blah,I hate this,I don't know why i tell people when eric is leaving because when they think he is here,Its the only peace i get from there,Paul came over and was bitching at me about gemany again,I do want to go like really badly,But eric wouldn't be okay with it,So i can't go,And it's not even for the fact that i want to go because it's paul,I want to go because it would be so kick ass to go there.Anyway maanii and paul or friends now,And i don't understand why,they are so diffrent from each other it's not even funny,He said maaniis been asking about me alot and such.I feel bad for not staying friends with him,but it's just like i cant do that because of reason non mentionable.