In life you have to choose your own pain
This summer has definitely been different. There have been an abundance of good and bad things with the latter outweighing the former. Things have made me want to stop caring and want to stop trying, but deep down I know I can't. I am going to get where I want to in life no matter what and I have to accept some of the people I have come to love won't be there with me. I have been a shit receptacle for countless people and I am left in the dirt when something else comes along. Maybe I'm just being a baby right now, but I've felt horrible for a long time. I guess I'm just not worth it when it comes down to it. So, if you're reading this feel free to walk all over me. I'll still be there for you in the end.
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