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*called alan to call a truce
*i feel better because he said i did what felt best for me and if it was a bullshit story or not (cheating), it still gave me a bigger trust issue for me and i can't deal with that shit
*he said he didn't care about the situation, he said this a lot, and it made me feel better knowing i didn't hurt him but since he said it so much, i think he's kinda down about it but whatever
*tracey and pay just left
*i'm gonna have a wierd day cause i'm NEVER up this early....... kinda freaks me out
i miss tracey and pay when they leave but they'll be back on friday. i'm just going to be very very sad when tracey has to stop making trips every weekend, and i know that one day, she wont be financially able to do so all the time :-( let's enjoy it while it lasts
i took 2 advil last night and 2 BC powders. i was messed up. damn. i was falling asleep everywhere i was ... not like that's a huge change or anything
hellllo freckle
i'm gonna give my number to zack next week. i'm not going to class tonight because well, it's a waste of time. yep.
have a good day
*i feel better because he said i did what felt best for me and if it was a bullshit story or not (cheating), it still gave me a bigger trust issue for me and i can't deal with that shit
*he said he didn't care about the situation, he said this a lot, and it made me feel better knowing i didn't hurt him but since he said it so much, i think he's kinda down about it but whatever
*tracey and pay just left
*i'm gonna have a wierd day cause i'm NEVER up this early....... kinda freaks me out
i miss tracey and pay when they leave but they'll be back on friday. i'm just going to be very very sad when tracey has to stop making trips every weekend, and i know that one day, she wont be financially able to do so all the time :-( let's enjoy it while it lasts
i took 2 advil last night and 2 BC powders. i was messed up. damn. i was falling asleep everywhere i was ... not like that's a huge change or anything
hellllo freckle
i'm gonna give my number to zack next week. i'm not going to class tonight because well, it's a waste of time. yep.
have a good day