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I'm leaving for two weeks tomorrow morning to go just about everywhere on the east coast. I should be happy but am I? Nope. I woke up today and it just seemed that EVERYTHING has fallen apart within a few short hours. I don't have ANY money to spend because my fucking car payment comes out the 4th. I’ve procrastinated so much I haven’t even thought about packing yet, tonight’s Halloween and I’ve got so much to do before I go I doubt im even going to go out tonight. Plus im stuck closing by myself till 7pm. God fucking dammit. Why cant anything go right for me. I can't even escape this town without something going wrong. Its like 11:30am and theres nobody that I can even vent/talk to because everyone has more important things to do. fuck it, fuck all of it. I’ll stop bitching now and go away. :-\ :-\ :-\.